thoughts!
I am just thinking about my life and how it has changed in the last year or so... I loved my life before I started feeling like I was unwanted.

and the person I felt unwanted by was my babys daddy the one person in the world that has promised he would never do that.

but he has.


He never shows me his feelings anymore. I have asked a few times to open up and it does no good.


anyone out there have any advice? it so send me a email at :

chicos_sweetpea@yahoo.com

poetry post 2
Mood:  a-ok
My dearest friend

I will love you to no end
You came into my life
Gave me a smile that has
lasted for a long while

You gave me the gift
I will always keep
Close to my heart
even if we are far apart

You showed me truth
therw all the lies
I will always love you
My dearest friend even we
Never see each other again

one thought before I go
I will always remember you
when I see a rainbow

Poetry Post.
Mood:  a-ok
Army Men Some men might leave for the army today, They may die on the way home, Their childern may cry,Their Mommy will have to explain why, Forever the brave will be remembered, They will not be forgotten,Not put away, What would you do if you lost your husband? Be afarid that you were a bad wife? Would you blame yourself for their death? Or just feel like you wanna die? Would you tell your childern that "Daddys gone," Or makeThem sit and wait, Until that amercain flag is returned with the greatest sorrow, In the greatest sorrow, Even if your childern are never told, They will always know that daddy left one day, And never returned alive